Friday, March 30, 2012

My Indoor Sacred Space

Meditation Area and Altar
Just thought I would share some photos of my indoor sacred space. My altar is movable for ritual purposes. I also have a ten foot sacred circle in my backyard beside my herbal bed which I like to use during the summer. I love this meditation spot, especially since I added the huge pillow I made from some leftover black fleece. It's big enough to comfortably accommodate me and my granddaughter Jainee...although most of the real meditation happens after she goes to bed! lol I should take pictures at night with all the candles lit...it's gorgeous and so peaceful. :D

My Working Space

This is my working area where I do things like put spells together, journal, make jewelry, read tarot and do other divination as well, and work on my Book of Shadows. It's funny, this room is across from our main bathroom in the house and if the door's left open by accident, I always find our guests wandering around in fascination. LOL I even catch my husband in here sometimes when he thinks I'm elsewhere. I guess everyone wants a little magick in their lives, whether they want to admit it or not! ;D

Paintings In Progress
I LOVE to paint! My favourite medium is watercolour, but I've been recently dabbling in oil. These are the two pieces I'm working on at the moment. On the right is a black and white graveyard scene that I'm doing in watercolour. The one on the left is of Dunlace Castle ruins in Ireland. I'm painting it from a photo my best friend took from her last visit...she grew up just a few miles from there. :D That one is being done in oil. It's taking forever...I just added the basic colours in the castle and grass and will be putting in more shading as it dries. So far I'm hating oil! LOL Next time I think I'll try acrylic.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

My Pagan Church

Sunset as Viewed From the Front Door

There's no doubt in my mind that I was a lucky child...I was born in paradise! This is the view from our front porch deck on the farm at sunset. How can you not feel connected to something higher than yourself when you're surrounded by this every day?

I miss the farm as much as I miss my parents. It's so profound to know that this half section of land is still here, and will remain forever, but they're gone...as are my grandparents before them who broke the land with their own hands. We're so insignificant as human beings. Why is that so hard for us to understand? Our egos are so huge it's sickening...we destroy the beauty of nature every day with a sense of entitlement.



Behind the Bull Pen


I don't like to be openly negative about other faiths, but I believe in my heart that this sense of entitlement originally comes from monotheistic religions such as Christianity. After all, the 'good book' says that man is to have domain over all the animals and plants, right? As a pagan, following the path of the green witch, the plants and animals are my fellow parishioners...and Gaia is my minister and church! I don't put on my Sunday best to show up my neighbours when I worship, I throw on my runners and grab my granddaughter to go for a walk out back...every day, not just on Sunday. Why would I ever feel entitled to destroy that?


My Dad in the Smoky River Valley <3
My father taught us how to work the land to give us crops and vegetables and to ALWAYS respect, honour and appreciate the animals we raised who sacrificed their lives to feed us. Dad taught us the skills needed to farm and ranch, but I always had that innate connection to the land...my pagan church. We never hunted for fun...ever. He always said he preferred to shoot wildlife with a camera. ;D

He passed this land onto us, my sister and me...he said it was our 'birth right'. I often questioned that. What makes us so special to have a 'right' to own a piece of Gaia? She should be everyone's, not just ours. However, I realize now years later, that this little piece of her might just be safest in our hands...we won't destroy her with ego. She'll remain in my family's possession and will be cherished until long after my granddaughter passes on. At least she'll be safe until then.